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Friday, 22 April 2016

My story, my diet.

Warning - This long hauled blog is about my story and my journey in life around my diet and health. This blog is mainly focused to those that have intolerances or those who suffer from stomach pains etc... I hope to raise awareness with this blog and to help others who may suffer. For those that are lucky enough to not suffer from intolerances or other related health issues you don't need to read on, but if you do feel this may be helpful to you or others you know; please do. 



Isn't it lovely to wake up of a morning (naturally) and pain free?
For most of us that is the case but for people like me it sometimes isn't, and for years and years I thought my body was normal and that everyone woke up in pain like I did. 
I also thought it was normal to feel faint in pain most of my day and to feel weak and bloated as soon as I finished school.
I've been told by many that I should write this blog to raise some awareness about this common issue and for me personally I would love to help those suffering and hopefully offer some insight. 


I'll try and cut this short. 


For as long as I can remember I have suffered from chronic stomach pain, pain that can only be explained as a knife soaring through me and burning, feeling like my insides are shifting and horrible stomach cramps.(nice)  


THREE YEARS OLD 

When I was 3 I went to Tunisia and was inoculated against Typhoid, in simpler terms I had an injection in my butt cheek! The right one to be precise.  
Me being the swimming addict that I am I swam a little too early and picked my scab off my bum whilst in water. Not long after coming home my Mum took me to the Doctors as it looked like I had a flesh eating disease on my bum, which was later confirmed. My Doctor gave me a very strong and dirty antibiotic which we feel I was way too young to have as it completely killed my immune system.

This is where we feel the problems started as I've known this pain for as long as I can remember. 


HIGH SCHOOL

Before High School and during High School I suffered terribly with anxiety. I was incredibly attached to my Mum and would even cry being at School because I felt my School was too far away from my home and I would feel home sick. I'd even panic because I then couldn't see where my Mum was or know what she was doing which scared me. I suffered from Panic Attacks on occasion for about 6-7 years and then learned to control them thankfully. 

I feel my tummy problems also brought on my Panic Attacks as I never enjoyed sleep overs or play dates etc due to my pain, and at home I felt my most comfortable as there was a toilet close. 
It was only when I attended a friends sleepover (never to actually sleep over) that I realised that not everybody goes to the toilet as much as I do and that nobody is bloated like me or cramps like me or feels sick after a meal etc. Very strange but that is my first memory of this realisation. 
It was then that my Mum started me on fish oil daily as I was incredibly thin and unwell and I could see the strain in my Mum as she could see it in me. I can only imagine how horrible it must be to see these changes in your child.  I had horrible dark circles under my eyes, I could never keep food down, you could see all my bones and some people in my family even thought that I was Bulimic ! 

I won't go too deep into this but during this time for years I was going to the Doctors having tests and telling them that I'm sick or ill as soon as I eat any food, and they would always say theres nothing wrong with me... Very frustrating. 

After my GCSE's I went away with my Mum and Dad and during my summer break I went to see a lady at her Intolerance Clinic in Westcliff. 



SUMMER

My Mum was told about food allergies by a friend who was a Coeliac and who had taken her Son to see this Woman about his Health. My Mum and I went along, not knowing much about what we were doing and I remember my Mum said to me "After this we'll get some McDonalds" If only we knew... 
Long story short, sort of! I went into the clinic and the Lady took me and my Mum into her room to start the tests. I can only explain it as weird. She got a metal handle and asked me to hold it in my left hand and then to put my bare foot onto her lap so she could place a metal pen looking thing onto the corner of my 2nd toe. 

She places every food group you can imagine into a little machine, one at a time. They are in little tiny capsules. She then puts pressure on the metal pen on your toe and watches the dial swing from 0-100. She told me before we started that 0 was poor and 100 was right for my body (no intolerance). Lets just say I was mostly 15 on everything. My Mum and I were stunned ! As soon as we left all I could eat was a bag of carrots.

It made me so incredibly happen to finally find an answer to my pain. I was overwhelmed and saw this Woman as an Angel! lol She was amazing. 

Did you know that pain in your stomach leads to less brain activity. I was using 20% of my brain before, now I'm on 95% lol. My focus was off completely and I couldn't focus on one thing for a certain amount of time as my brain was always focusing on the pain. 

Near the end of the session she gave my Mum and I some ideas on what foods to make and how to add more flavour etc. And then some Homeopathic medicine to help detox and cleanse my bowel and stomach to prepare for the diet.  It changed my whole life ! It took only 1 day to change me, my stomach pain had gone completely and I was having usual bowel movements and most importantly keeping food down. 


SIXTH FORM 

Entering Sixth Form I felt like a new person, my head was clear, my stomach was flat, I was sleeping on my tummy (which had never happened before), I wasn't using my stomach pain as my daily alarm clock and I was at a healthy weight. 
I felt like I had lost weight but it was actually my bloated tummy I had lost and I had so much energy all the time I felt rejuvenated. 
Diet wise I was practically left with some vegetables, potato, bacon and eggs. I stuck to this for 1 month and then each month I would have my appointment with my Allergy Angel and she would test me like before and see how my numbers had changed. 
It generally is a detox for a few months, you need to stay away from certain foods for a while and then slowly start to reintroduce yourself back on to them slowly. But as we know every one is different. 

Some foods went to 100 and some didn't. 80-90 is a slight intolerance and lower is more pain and discomfort. So it's best to stay off them completely so your body can repair itself. 
For me Wheat and Dairy (that being everything from the Cow) was off limits, and it always will be for me. 
I also struggle with mixed moulds (Mushrooms), Acidic foods like oranges, lemons and tomatoes, also onions.
So I'm not a confirmed Coeliac by my Doctor but I generally have to live as one.

FUTURE

I sometimes have the odd off day now and then but I can confirm that ever since my lifestyle change I have never ever had pain like I did back then and can happily live a normal life.
I do feel if I didn't make the change I would not be living the life I am today. 

I was referred a few years ago to a Gastroenterologist for other pains that were non related to my diet. 100 blood tests later and 2 colonoscopies later he confirmed that I have Microscopic Colitis and IBS which was laughable as its been pretty obvious that I've had this for years. The Colitis isn't exactly microscopic like people think, it's actually another form of Colitis that can cause uncomfortable pain. It's like an open wound in the colon that causes inflammation, hence the bloating. 

I was finally given some medication to take 3 times a day before my breakfast, lunch and dinner. One was a sachet and one was a tablet which would help line my stomach before a meal, my Gastroenterologist wanted to do a camera down to my stomach to confirm me being a Coeliac but I would of had to of eaten wheat and dairy for a month to do this test which I wasn't going to do. That would mean a month off of work and a month of being on the toilet or in my bed the whole time ill... This should of been confirmation enough. 


HEALER 

My Family and I are very spiritual people, we know Psychics, Healers, Homeopathic Doctors etc and we've had many positive experiences with these routes which is the reason why most of us have such faith in them. 

I was referred to a Healer by a friend of mine whose children I used to Nanny for. She told me about friends of hers that he had helped and that he specialises in Crohns, Colitis etc... 
I went to see him last year in the summer and I didn't know where to start. I had to tell him about everything listed above and then some! 
He started work on me straight away and helped me tremendously. Lets just say I have never taken my prescription meds ever since. And the rest is history.



So thats my story! 

I'd also like to add that Waitrose and Tescos are my saviours when it comes to Free From food, not everything is in the Free From section you just need to take a close look at the ingredients and check whats written in bold. 
Since seeing my Healer I attended a 10k run in London with my Partner. We raised over £500 for Crohns and Colitis UK which was a tremendous achievement considering when I was in my early teens I would never of imagined running that far with the pain I was in. 
Feeling run down all the time can completely knock your confidence but luckily for me I was offered the right help in life to help lead me onto the path that I am on today.

I really hope I have helped someone that may be in the same boat as me. If you feel you have any of these symptoms please make an appointment with your local GP OR your Allergen expert... 


Signs and Symptoms of Colitis


  • Abdominal Pain
  • Diarrhea - With or without Blood in stool.
  • Cramping
  • Fever 
  • Chills
  • Fatigue
  • Dehydration 
  • Eye inflammation 



This info is from- http://www.medicinenet.com/colitis/article.htm




Thank you.




CCX







Sunday, 3 April 2016

OOTW- Pink Blush

Yes I am still addicted to Velvet but I also love this new Crushed Velvet dress that I bought from Missguided a few weeks ago. 
This blog is about Crushed Velvet but not just my dress in particular, this can be for all different kinds of Crushed Velvet- colour, style etc...
It's also about my new boots which I bought last week from a shop I found online called Ego. 
I was desperate for a Pink patent version of the Public Desire boots that are everywhere at the moment! I bought a flesh coloured pair at first and completely regretted it as they blended in with my pale skin tone. So I went back to the drawing board to find these babies and this is how I styled them- 













I especially love the Pink Heel on these and the fit. They're incredibly comfortable and would work great for a night out on the town minus the pain of usual heels! 













This look is more of a Winter/Autumn look, I always wear black tights with these type of dresses and a belt to add some shape. I love chunky Gold belts and Jewellery with this look and of course my amazing Fur coat.

Enjoy! 



CCX


Monday, 28 March 2016

Happy Easter !







HAPPY EASTER EVERYBODY! 


I hope everyone had a relaxing yet exciting weekend, making the most of your long weekend off work (for most). You've got to love an English Bank Holiday, It feels like the streets are a happier place. 
This reminds me of the feeling you used to get when school would finish for the Holidays and you'll share that smug glance with friends. I love going out into London and sharing the Pubs with people that are also making the most of our beautiful Bank Holidays, celebrating together. 

My weekend consisted of late evenings and even later lie ins. I'm a typical Cancerian so I love the rain when I can snuggle up at home with the ones I love or the ONE I love and enjoy our time off together without a care in the world. 
I've had Pancakes two days in a row, Two Waitrose Free From Easter eggs (yummy)plus two Pizzas as I gave them up for lent ; ) 

Here are my Easter Essentials- 











Glasses- £3 each from Waitrose. I love the Vintage look of these glasses and the colour, bargain!
The middle Glass reminds me of a Cocktail glass, they wash well and the bubbly effect makes them stand out from the rest. 

Umbrella was a Christmas Present, something I keep in my car, especially over the Easter Weekend.


Cute Plant my Mum bought lol and my two Unicorns TY. The White one is called Pegasus and the Pink one is called Magic. 
The head band on Pegasus is from Topshop, I wore this all day Easter Sunday haha




This is what I got up to on Easter Sunday, modelling my Pretty Little Thing Jacket and my new Tupac Topshop T x














This Jacket is so stylish and chic, it's a Crystal kind of Jacket! I love styling this with either bright and vibrant colours or plain colours to help make the jacket the main focus. Its comfortable to wear and very well made. 

I have about 15 Tupac t-shirts (big fan), but this one has to be my favourite. It's very comfortable, the material is smooth and light and I love the worn dip dye effect on the T.





After the shoot, me and my man went to Pizza Hut to of course have some more Pizza. 
I haven't been to Pizza Hut since I changed my diet due to my Intolerances so I was excited to try out their Gluten Free pizza base and Goats cheese topping. It has to be my favourite one by far. The crust was thick and tasty which can be hard to find when it comes to Gluten Free pizzas. The pepperoni was lovely as was the Goats cheese layered under it and just enough tomato.
It's hard to try 'new food' as such, when you come across restaurants that do not cater to particular allergies at all and sometimes if they do; you'd rather the all wheat and dairy option, but this was filing and taste FULL. It was the perfect way to end my bank holiday weekend. 




YUM!

Happy Easter everyone and God Bless x















CCX

Saturday, 26 March 2016

Gym Junkie Favourites

I have come to the conclusion after many new purchases that Primark is the best place to go to for Gym clothing. Surprise Surprise!

I was shocked at the money people spend on branded Gym wear when you can save money on clothing which is just as stylish and still comfortable and suited for any work out. Don't get me wrong I wear Nike pro (black) Gym trousers and Nike Gym trainers but Primarks tops, jumpers, trousers, towels and even water bottles are all you really need for the Gym. 
Personally I much prefer Gym wear that is tight and not baggy like most 'Gym tops'. Sometimes I look like I'm about to jump on my bike and go cycling in the clothing I wear but for what I do in the Gym its perfect. No woman wants to be working out in their Gym which may be like mine which is prodomanantly MEN; and your top rolls up whilst you're working abs.  
I also love tight clothing because I can see my muscles and the changes on my body each time I visit. Some Girls may be completely against this but I suggest everyone takes a good look in Primark when it comes to Gym Wear and the essentials.

We all know Primark can be a guilty pleasure but I was genuinely surprised at the amazing quality of the Gym clothing and how long it has lasted me. Here was my outfit today- 


















This Primark top comes in Grey and Black too which I also have and they have the option of short sleeves. The sleeves also have thumb holes to keep the hands warm and to help prevent your sleeves from riding up. I personally only use these when leaving the Gym if I haven't showered and its cold! 
The Zebra print is Dri Fit and I love this colour. If you love fashion like I do you want to look some what suitable plus quirky even in the Gym ; ) 
(I apologise for the blatant bra! Gym goers must understand that all my Gym bras were in the wash at this time) 

I have two Gym Bras- one from Missguided and one from Primark. 

Trousers are Nike and so are my Trainers. 
Gym Gloves are from Amazon - Golds Gym 


This is another Top from Primark which I've had for a year or so now. It's my go to Gym top as I love the fit and how comfortable it is. 





This top has Dri Fit on it and from what I remember I think this top was around £8... In size 8.




I even got my Partner into Primark Gym wear as I've been raving about it so much and he's a tough one to crack! As you can see below he's been a Gym Junkie like me for a long time haha 



From the Man himself- "These vests are very comfortable, great for sweating and a great fit for all body types." 

So there you have it, thats some of my Gym favourites. If you'd like to hear anymore about something similar to this Blog like my Gym routines, Diet plan, my favourite techniques or what I enjoy working on the most please comment below as I'd love to help and maybe inspire your future workouts. 


To end this blog I just have to add my worst yet most effective part of my Gym session... stretching!

I bought this from Argos last week in the morning and it arrived in the evening. Very happy with it. If you don't know about Foam Rollers get to know ! 







I prefer to use a foam roller at home instead of the Gym hence why I bought my own. I am double jointed so for me I like to use this at my own pace in the privacy of my own home so that I can take my time and properly wind down. Its incredibly painful after a gruelling work out but it really does help (when used correctly) to help prevent the aches and pains that come the next day after a Gym sesh and to improve flexibility.   
Thank me later!

Again if you'd like to know how I use mine considering I'm double jointed, please comment and it may be my next blog.

From one Gym Junkie to another I suggest you get quality and quantity at the same time. 


ccx 
Saturday, 5 March 2016

March Haul

I'm loving pastel colours right now and I feel they suit my skin tone better than dark bold colours even though I love those too. Heres some of my newest purchases in March, getting ready for the summer colours ! 


Outfit 1:

Depop tracksuit bottoms- These were very cheap. The only negative is that you get what you pay for! You can see my knicker line from the all in one and the elastic seems like it'll stretch and ruin in the wash. But very comfortable and cosy. I'm loving Pink at the moment and these are great and stylish to wear to work. 

All in one, Pretty Little Thing.com- https://www.prettylittlething.com/basic-rose-long-sleeve-roll-neck-bodysuit.html Only negative is you can probably see at the front on my chest the material has gone bumpy. But I love this colour especially being an all in one. I bought this in a 10 as I have a long body, but its bigger than I thought so I could of bought an 8. I loved styling this as it goes with practically anything, it's simple yet quirky. 

My every day Bag. Skinny Dip- http://www.skinnydiplondon.com/products/lilac-grey-fur-backpack-1?variant=14545359495

Necklace, Saatchi Gallery-   http://saatchistore.saatchigallery.com/jewellery/87-heart-necklace-from-me-zena.html 

































Outfit no 2-  All in one same as above. 

Trousers, Pretty Little Thing.com-https://www.prettylittlething.com/sage-petrol-blue-crepe-cigarette-trouser.html
I love the colour of these trousers, but the downside is that as you can see it's my knicker line again lol. Baring in mind this is mainly because of my all in one. They come in all different colours, extremely comfortable and smart. These would look great with heels too on a night out. I like these colours together too. 

My sparkly cup that I use for gym purposes ;) is from New Look. 






















Outfit 3- 

Crop Top and Skirt both Missguided- https://www.missguided.co.uk/knitted-midi-skirt-red  

As you know I LOVE Red! I've had the cropped jumper for a while now and I saw the skirt online a few days ago and had to buy it. It's now in the sale for £10. 

You can style this with chunky Gold Jewellery or a big knit scarf. I feel Heels or trainers both work too. 















Outfit 4- 

This outfit is just me! I love the colours and the effect of this skirt!  
Skirt is Missguided- https://www.missguided.co.uk/marble-midi-skirt-grey
This is how I would style it on a night out. I felt incredibly comfortable in it and I love the effect. 

Bag is Skinny Dip (also featured on my Valentines day blog). 

http://www.skinnydiplondon.com/collections/bags/products/unicorn-magic-glitter-clutch?variant=13037480455

These tights are my most greatest purchase when it comes to tights. These Gun tights are my favourite and I bought them from Missguided years ago and they are so thick they have no holes in them which isn't like me because of my long nails. These also suit my skin tone. 

The Heels are old but were from Missguided, very cheap in the sale! 

















I hope you guys enjoyed my March Haul. Have an amazing weekend! 


CCX